Hard To Be Happy

I'm feeling wild with temptation
It keeps me up at night
I'm going mad with frustration
You make me hate my life
If we could turn back time
Maybe you could be mine
Now it's
Hard
Hard to be happy
It's so hard
Hard to be happy
I think about you all the time
Even though it's a no win situation
Dear god if you can read my mind
Save me from my list of sins
I'm climbing the walls of eden
There's a fire burning inside tonight
Now it's
Hard
Hard to be happy
It's so hard

Hard to be happy
Would you run
If we didn't need to hide
If I gave up everything for you
Would you still want me too
It's so hard
Hard to be happy
It's so hard
Hard to be happy
Yes it is hard
Hard to be happy
When all I want is you
Now it's so hard
Hard to be happy
When I'm empty on the inside
Hard
Hard to be happy
When I feel less than satisfied
Hard
Hard to be happy
It's so hard
Hard to be happy
It's so hard
Hard to be happy