I've tried my best to find 
Anything that is in you 
To make this feel okay 
We've seen all of the sides 
If love is just pain in disguise 
Then why can't I pull away? 
Away from all that's hurting 
Well I'm still burning for you 
I don't want to feel this anymore 
I don't know what else to feel 
I don't want a love that leads to war 
Fighting you is always real 
How can I love you and hate you still 
You know that you're my truth and fiction 
You are my contradiction 
You're my contradiction 
I can't stop the fall 
You got me now back to the wall 
And it feels like home to me 
Now I've tried to change 
Everything for you, love 
But sooner than later the pain 
Found its way back to you, love 
Say goodbye to all that's burning 
I'm done hurting for you 
I don't want to feel this anymore 
I don't know what else to feel 
I don't want a love that leads to war 
Fighting you is always real 
How can I love you and hate you still 
You know that you're my truth and fiction 
You are my contradiction 
You're my contradiction 
Something doesn't feel right 
I just gotta speak my mind 
Something doesn't feel right 
I just gotta speak my mind 
I don't want to feel this anymore 
I don't know what else to feel 
I don't want a love that leads to war 
Fighting you is always real 
How can I love you and hate you still 
You know that you're my truth and fiction 
You are my contradiction 
You're my contradiction