Rejection

I had it wrong for so long in my head
I was walking around like I was dead
And all the time my mind was stuck on you

And called while you stalled
I was a fool to think we were involved
I guess I needed to believe it, so bad

Rejection never felt this good
Everything unclear, not so well understood
At first I didn't see it as kind
But you did me a favor as you left me behind

You might not believe it but it is true
Its all those things you never said that told me all about you
Its the things you tried to conceal
That get revealed

I had to get it wrong before I got it right
I'm not the kind to argue,
I'm not the kind to find

By the time I reached the truth
I had reached the end

Rejection never felt this good
Everything unclear, not so well understood
At first I didn't see it as kind
But you did me a favor as you left me behind

Now I'm alone
And I'm burning
And I am hurting like hell but I am learning
The scares will take me far I can't always do
And I believe I'm allergist
I do believe I'm allergist

Rejection never felt this good
Everything unclear, not so well understood
At first I didn't see it as kind
But you did me a favor as you when you left me behind

But now I see how you are
Now I see how you are
Now I see how it is
And now I see what you do
And now I watch them line up
I watch them fall down
One after one
After one
I watch you smile
Growing grown
I think to myself
It could've been me
No way