living in the past
has never worked for me.

forgetting the past,
my presence feels so free.

searching in my past,
dying to find solace.

whatever happened then,
I don't mind.

whatever was said,
it doesn't matter.

whatever mattered then,
I long forgot.

I'd like to say I didn't care.
I'd like to think it was all fair.

the waves are gliding over me,
everything passing away.

whatever mattered.