I'm so tired but you probably
Don't even know what I mean
I'm full of contradictions and hypocrisies
I'm so tired I don't even know
Which side of the fighting I'm on
And if I wanted no part of it,
You'd say I was doing something wrong
Today was just like yesterday and the day before
I've been taking myself so goddamn seriously
And I can't recall what for

I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so tired of bitching to myself
And wrapping up my emotions to please everyone else
I'm so tired of bitching at all
Because life becomes so cynical
When you're waiting to fall
And I'm waiting to fall
Today was just like yesterday
And the day before
I've been taking myself so goddamn
Seriously and I can't recall what for

I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so inspired
But you know short-lived
Inspiration can be
I'll brag about my self-improvement
Which just ends up lost inside of me
I've no faith in justice, corrupted by wealth
And I've no faith in my peers,
Only a fading faith inside myself