Lovesick

Every time I look at you I want to kill, want to kill
Stranger things that I would do to make you feel the way I feel
Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times
And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why
Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change
My heart isn't cold now
Its not what it seems because
You say to me my heart feels far away
I'm lovesick now
Every time you look at me I want to die, want to die
Stranger things that I would say to make you feel the way I feel
Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times
And every time I start again I wonder why, wonder why
Its been such a hard year, it won't ever change
My heart isn't cold now
Its not what it seems because
You say to me my heart feels far away
Now day by day
I start to realize nothing's gonna change
So I became
It doesn't really matter anyway
Its not what it seems to me
because
You say to me my heart feels far away
I'm lovesick now