The Same as Being in Love

When you base
Your whole identity
On reaction against somebody
It抯 the same as being in

I tend to forget when I drink.
I抦 doing it again I think
A hand to hold, an ego to flatter,
慍ause you were the wineskin, I was the bladder.

Time passes, events fall away
(I don抰 think they抣l hurry).
Hurry up, I抦 blacking out,
High on the vapor
慍ause I was the typo,
You were the liquid paper.

Talk it over, talk it, overtalk it.
The answer抯 still the same:

It抯 discontent, humiliation
慍ause you were the theme and I was the variation.
Try to take a less dramatic course of action;

This attraction, introspection-diction predilection is breaking my heart again,
breaking my heart again.