Lost Illusions

I see the past
And what I was
I am closing in on her mellow light
She never stays the same

Was it last night or in my last life
You asked me if I was dreaming again
She never sounds the same
She never sounds the same

The moon is crossing the sky with fight
My seventh life is blazing away
Would she cry for me ?

This is not the time for understanding
This is not the time for asking who is to blame

Lost illusions
I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life
Lost illusions
I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life
I said goodbye to the light, I was so hungry for life

I see the past again
I close in your mellow light
She never stays the same
She never stays the same

Her music box is broken now
The show must go on
She never sounds the same
She never sounds the same

She promised me heaven
But she is giving hell
She can catch my dreams
But she can't kill dreamer

Would she cry for me ?