Are you still sitting still in the place i left you ?
teasing from your eyes the tears that you could not let through ?
No i didn't cry
no i didn't cry when i woke up without you
Tearing from my mind
tearing from my mind splinters
of whats left of the truth.

I didn't want to have
just didn't want to have to
didn't want to have to ask

I didn't want to have
just didn't want to have to
least of all people you

I have longed to be the one, tried to push it up through
but my lock won't come undone
makes me just a statue
break down the door
break down the door
rip up every floorboard
seep into the cracks
light into the blackness
its all i've been dying for

I didn't want to have
just didn't want to have to
didn't want to have to ask

I didn't want to have
just didn't want to have to
least of all people you

I can't even see you from here
I can't even see you from here