Morning Tea

I think my mother died today.
Or was it yesterday?
It’s hard to say.
I found it odd, when she never came
To bring my cup of morning tea.

I think my girlfriend left today,
Cos I forget her face when she waved at me.
It’s such a plain face,
It’s hard to see,
But I think her name was Grace.

All I want to do is disappear
Into the darkness of my room.
Come away,
I am numb,
You can be numb too.
Disappear slowly,
De-attach now,
Slip into nothing,
Nothing at all...

Into the darkness of my room.
Come away,
I am numb,
You can be numb too.
Disappear slowly,
De-attach now,
Slip into nothing,
Nothing at all.

I went to buy some tea today,
But couldn’t understand
A single word
He said to me.
I could hardly breathe
And I left without my tea.

I met my counselor today,
She said you got the grades for a college degree.
Academic life is the one you bleed,
Your futures looking bright.

All I want to do is disappear
Into the darkness of my room.
Come away,
I am numb,
You can be numb too.
Disappear slowly,
De-attach now,
Slip into nothing,
Nothing at all...

Into the darkness of my room.
Come away,
I am numb,
You can be numb too.
Disappear slowly,
De-attach now,
Slip into nothing,
Nothing at all.

All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...
All I want to do is disappear...