Here I stand, despair invading me 
Dragging me in it's vertiginous fall 
Endless echoes of the howling 
As a sweet requiem of existence 
Invoke hate, the silence is deafening 
Invoke hate, erase it and start again 
His voice and mine confront inside 
Creating an indescribable magma 
Of inept whispers and murmurs 
Commands, insults, treats and lies 
Giddiness is growing stronger and my head's close 
To explode 
Extricate myself from all of this 
Get the emptiness back 
The walls are invisible and the anguish tortures me 
Through my ears annihilate 
Eradicate, 
Invoxhate 
Pain leaves me rocked in a languorous wave of the 
Vital essence 
Fleeing and discharging from my ear-drums 
Through my head lacerate 
Ejaculate 
Invoxhate 
All seems clear, as my eyes disappear, 
His world vanished away 
Praying for touching the ground 
And feel this hate spilled 
Like the fragments of my smashed skull