Hating Every Minute

Sit down, please make yourself comfortable..
I might need some time
to dance around what I need to say
I love you to death, I think I need a break

I spend my days worried out loud
I gag in my head, I choke it back down
It hurts me inside to save you inside
so close my lips tight, move eyes to the side

This is the way we disappear
It's easy if you burnout like a star
This is the way we disappear
It's easy like a fifty foot fall

And I'm waiting, for whatever better time..
to evict these words that have rented out my mind
And I'm hating every minute that I don't speak out loud
like a year laying down
like a year laying down
like a year laying down

Relax on this bed of nails, on this plastic sheet
your blood leaves a trail right back to me
A problem you see
Would you please allow a moment to think?