Pray For Forgiveness

Beautiful Garden
Ohhh where have you gone?
My self-delusions
Are leaving me in the storm
Taking for granted
All the goodness that I found
Somewhere I lost all
My control came crashing down

R: And I pray for forgiveness
Look for the answers
'Cause it's hard
For me to pretend
Look to my Mother
Call to the Captain
Can't you see this state that I'm in
And no one would know this
Nobody noticed
'Cause it's me
Where it begins

Beautiful Morning
Please don't wake me from my sleep
'Cause I need some comfort
To regain my sanity
I don't wanna feel this crazy
I don't wanna feel discarded
Shattered in a million pieces
I'm so broken hearted
Nowhere left to run
Nowhere left to go

R: And I pray for forgiveness...

I swear
That everyday I feel like my mind is haunting me
I think of every little stupid mistake that has been made
This time
I don't have the strength to gather myself
I'm falling to pieces

And I pray for forgiveness
Look for the answer
'Cause it's hard for me to pretend

Look to my Mother
Call to the Captain
Can't you see
This state that I'm in

I Pray for Forgiveness
Looking for Justice
Searching for Answers
Call to my Mother
Pray for Forgiveness
Breaking the silence
Nobody knows this
Nobody noticed
That it's me where it begins