(Why I'll Never Be) Clean Again

Take a look at my life - do you see what I need ?
Better give me the knife
Better leave me to bleed

I hate my lies - I hate myself
I hate my life - I hate myself

Take a look in my eyes - do you see what I see ?
Better take my advice
Better listen to me:

I can see I will never be home again
I can see I will never be whole again
I can see I will never be free again
I can see I will never be me again
(I hate my lies - I hate myself)
(I hate my life - I hate myself)

Read my mind -
Now you can see
Why I´ll never be clean again

I could lift you up, be your clown, make you smile
I will fuck you up, take you down, make you cry

Take a look at my face - and then kiss me goodbye
(Don´t you know that I like to be a scapegoat?)
Better drop all your faith
Better leave me to die
(Don´t you know that I like to be a scapegoat?)

I can see I will never be home again
I can see I will never be whole again
I can see I will never be free again
I can see I will never be me again
(I hate my lies - I hate myself)
(I hate my life - I hate myself)

Read my mind
Now you can see
Why I´ll never be clean again